I’ve been neglecting this site, and that’s okay. I feel like I have this huge weight on my shoulders to constantly do it right. Whenever I want to type something it has to be perfect. Neat. Edited. Most of all it should reflect my true thoughts and feelings. However, in the pursuit of that perfection, what ended up happening is that I have totally neglected this site.
Its not good enough
No, I cant post that, it needs to be better
But does it though?
Who am I even writing for at this point? My ultimate goal used to be to spread and teach cinema to people in my country specifically. While most of my readers are from my country, I doubt I was effectively achieving my goal.
Maybe this site is for me. To get me out of my shell. I don’t know. Life has been kicking my ass a lot lately. I don’t want my passion of film to be another weight added on my shoulders. It should be light. That’s how I’m going to treat it.
Similar to this post. I did not edit it or even proof read it. I will just click submit. No photos or interesting elements. Just me. 2025 is the year to let go. I am doing this for me, and if you are willing to read then I welcome you with open arms. Just know that it will not be perfect. This is a space for imperfection. For the ugly. Being imperfect is real.
